Friday, July 15, 2005

It's all good

Now we all know it's never a good idea to say something like this as it seems like tempting fate but what the hell? Right now I feel on top of the world, on top of my game. I feel great, and it's not just that life's perfect, because it's not, what's perfection anyway? I just feel here, now. I feel at harmony with the world, so much so that I often find myself standing in a truly mind-numbingly boring rehearsal, look around and think to myself, "this is beautiful. Being here now, with these people, it's amazing." Or I just look around me and think how perfect everything is, and how utterly beautiful. Again, it's not that this is the ultimate, I can think of several places I'd love to be, it's just good, and it's something that I could never explain properly. It's something magical and inexplicable. I'm sure you've all been there too, but we forget quickly. I'm sure that sometime soon I'll come down off this trip and have a few real shitty days, maybe weeks, even if right now it feels like nothing could ever be wrong again. That's why I wanted to share. I don't wish to be annoyingly smug my life is great boy, but I do want you all to know I'm well. I wish I could share this with you all in more than just words. If I had to give it up to let you all have just a taste of it, I would in a heartbeat. I love you all and wish you enough. I wish you peace in your hearts, and the strength to be in harmony with the worlds you inhabit.

1 Comments:

At July 22, 2005 12:42 am , Anonymous Anonymous said...

I know that feeling too! Even if it only lasts for a moment in a day, it is a taste of bliss and should be savoured. Unfortunately, one can't share these moments with others but maybe by being 'blissed-out' we're nicer to be around! I love you hunnybunny and am always happy to hear that you are happy. Sorry, seem to have lost my Blogger identity! M x x x x x

 

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